This Woman Wore A Bikini To The Beach. Turns Out, That Was A HUGE Deal

The teen years of womanhood are hard enough as it is. Trying to figure out where you belong in social groups, figuring out your ever-changing body type and trying to boost that constantly low self-esteem can be extremely difficult. Now, try adding a disease to the mix. That’s what Sara Gebert faced. The 20-year-old from Pittstown, N.J. was diagnosed with chronic intestinal pseudo-obstruction (CIPO) and gastroparesis two years ago.

The rare disease means that Gebert can’t eat anything. That’s right, nothing. Her condition is so severe that she is considered to have intestinal failure. That means while we’re chowing down on a burger, she’s fed overnight straight into her heart with total parenteral nutrition through an IV. Then, she has to constantly drain her stomach or be at risk of vomiting sometimes up to 60 times per day.

To drain her stomach, Gebert has had abdominal surgery, and an ileostomy bag, a jejunal feeding tube, and an appendicostomy all attached outside her stomach to help her function better. She’s learned to live with these “accessories,” but you know when they really get in the way? The beach.


Recently, however, Gebert learned that this disease was nothing to be ashamed of. In fact, in a letter she wrote to a woman who approached her on the beach, she says that her bikini turned out to be damn inspiring.

“I don’t know how hard it was for you to approach me on the beach, but I know I have a hard time talking to strangers. But you walked up to me with such confidence that nobody would have ever expected a confidence problem with either one of us, especially since I have to carry myself with such an aura of it. You saw me for who I really was — a scared girl who was trying so hard to not let anyone see the fear in her eyes.”


“I don’t know if that’s why you came up to me or not, but I want to thank you. Living with a chronic illness is no easy feat, and it gets even harder when that illness changes your outer appearance as much as mine has. With clothes on, no one can tell that I’m anything but a “typical” person, but on the beach it’s a whole different story.

Everyone is exposed on the beach, but I literally have to “let it all hang out.” I have an ileostomy, a G-tube and a J-tube, not something you see every day. I’m used to them — to me they’re normal. But to everyone else, I’m something out of a science fiction movie. But you, you saw me as a person. You didn’t stare at my equipment, you looked me in the eye. And then — you thanked me.”


“I’m not sure you could tell, but I was stunned. I’ve had people approach me and call me gross or ask me, “Are you really going in the pool like that?” And when you came up to me, I was preparing for the worst. But what came next still has me in awe. You thanked me for rocking my bikini, told me about how you used to have an ileostomy as well and how you no longer have a large intestine. You told me I was inspiring. That honestly meant the world to me.

When I was packing for that trip, I agonized for hours about what bathing suits to bring. I actually brought every bathing suit I owned and money to buy a new one because I didn’t think I had the right one to hide everything. That morning I made a last minute decision to just wear my bikini as if I didn’t have any extra parts on my belly.”


“I was so nervous. Every teenage girl can have body image issues, and since getting my ostomy, mine have been multiplied by 100. We hadn’t been on the beach long when you approached me, and I was already feeling uncomfortable, thinking all eyes were on my ostomy. But after speaking with you for those few short minutes, all my worries melted away. At that moment, I realized what I look like doesn’t matter, and for the rest of vacation, my only bathing suit issue was that I had severely over packed and probably didn’t need nearly as many as I had brought!

So thank you. Thank you for restoring my faith in the good of people. Thank you for allowing me to feel comfortable in my own skin. And finally, thank you for giving me the confidence to enjoy my vacation to the fullest extent.”

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